3tadige

2006-03-19T12:58:00.000+03:30

از طرف خودم، اونيکي، ياسمن و کدوميکي سال نو رو به همه خواننده هاي اين وبلاگ تبريک مي گم. سال خوبي داشته باشيد. هميشه خوشحال و شاد

فعلآ

Excessive Drug Abuse

2006-02-27T13:47:00.000+03:30

از خودم بدم مياد...

همه ازم بدشون مياد...

اون سايه چي بود؟

همين الان رد شد از پشتم...

مي ترسم...

از چي بايد بترسم؟ همه چي داره دور سرم ميچرخه.

ميخوام استفراغ کنتم اما دهنم باز نميشه.

بازم اون سايه! ميشناسمش؟...

دارم آتيش مي گيرم مثل اينکه تب دارم...

دستام سرد شدن عين يخ تکون نميتونم بدمشون...

فقط اگه يه ذره مي تونستم تکونش بدم شايد مي تونستم دستمو بذارم رو پيشونيم ببينم تب دارم يا نه...

خوابم مياد...

شايد همه دوستم داشتن وبهم نميگفتن؟

شايد مي خواستن تولدم بهم ابراز کنن

کي ميشه تولدم؟ چند سالم ميشه؟

سرم... آي سرم...دندونام قرچ قروچ رو هم صدا ميدن.

اه چندشم شد...

خوابم مياد...اون سايه چي بود؟ منو ميشناسه؟

خوابم مياد......

Believe Me

2006-02-20T21:53:00.000+03:30

guess that this is where we've come to

If you don't want to then you don't have to believe me

But I will be there when you go down

Just so you know now

You're on your own now, believe me

Yo, I don't wanna be the one to blame

You like fun and games, keep playing em

I'm just saying think back then we was like one and the same

On the right track but I was on the wrong train

It's like that, now you gotta face the pain

And the devil's got a fresh new place to play

In your brain

like a maze you can never escape The reign,

every damn day's the same shade of grey

Hey, I used to have a little bit of a plan

Used to have a concept of where I stand

But that concept slipped right outta my hand

Now I don't really even know who I am

Yo, what do I have to say Maybe I should do

what I have to do to break free

And whatever happens to you,

we'll see But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess that this is where we've come to

If you don't want to then you don't have to believe me

But I will be there when you go down

Just so you know now You're on your own now,

believe me Back then I thought you were just like me

Somebody who could see all the pain I see

But you proved to me unintentionally

That you would self destruct eventually

Now I'm thinking like the mistake that I made doesn't hurt

But it's not gonna work

cause it's really much worse than I thought

I wished you were something you were not

And now this guilt is really all that I've got

You turned your back and walk away ashamed

All you got is the memory and pain,

nothing makes sense

You stare at the ground

Like hearing my voice inside your head when no one else is around

What do I have to say

Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free

Whatever happens to you,

we'll see But it's not gonna happen with me

I guess that this is where we've come to

If you don't want to then you don't have to believe me

But I will be there when you go down

Just so you know now

You're on your own now, believe me

I'm doing what I have to do

You're on your own now believe me

Whatever happens to you

You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say

You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen to me

You're on your own now believe me

FORT MINOR- THE RISING TIED

SUPERNOVA

2006-02-04T18:51:00.000+03:30

Keep the darkness inside your hand...
and walk towards the light...
may your heart be pure...
and your soul shining upon the dark path before you...
you walk a lonely road...
may the hands of the wind guide your way...
through the shadows that await you...
and may your loneliness go away by the memory...
that I will be waiting for you...
on the other side...
forever

forever??

2006-01-23T14:40:00.000+03:30

She sits in her corner

Singing herself to sleep

Wrapped in all of the promises

That no one seems to keep

She no longer cries to herself,

No tears left to wash away

Just diaries of empty pages,

Feelings gone astray

But she will sing

'Till everything burns

While everyone screams

Burning their lies

Burning my dreams

All of this hate

And all of this pain

I'll burn it all down

As my anger reigns

'Till everything burns

Walking through life unnoticed

Knowing that no one cares

Too consumed in their masquerade

No one sees her there

And still she sings

'Till everything burns

While everyone screams

Burning their lies

Burning my dreams

All of this hate

And all of this pain

Burn it all down

As my anger reigns

Watching it all fade away...

2006-01-18T21:13:00.000+03:30

hey guys, did u know im dyin?!
well, didn guess so...

hanooz ham password hamo az chand maah pish avaz nakardam... couldnt think of a better one...

hamin dige... na?!

be omide didar...

.

2006-01-16T12:25:00.000+03:30

آنقدر تنها بودم که

در خودم خودی را ساختم تا

.با او « ما » شوم

و اين طور شد که ناگهان

تمام اطرافم

پر شد از تکثير وحشت آور آدمهايی که

... پر از « ما » های تنها بودند

Lucrative

2006-01-13T18:24:00.000+03:30

hey nigger... woulda cry fo me?! woulda die fo me?!

i just know that if u are in control, n you can give orders, u just gotta give ones that are possible to obey... or else some bodys gonno explode or some other fuckin shit...
so please understand if i explode some day honey...

hey no one sayed it was easy
no one sayed is was hard
u were the one who just figured this by the facts that u cant even compeletaly understand dude...

people can change
change is relative
so if u look from the point of view of some one who is changing at the same velocity as u are, U AINT CHANGIN AT ALL!!!
funny, aint it?!

if some sqeezies were definitly squeezos and some squeezos were definitly some squeezels, then some sqeezies are definetly some squeezels!!!
is the fact stated above, always true? ( Sarasariye 1388)

i miss inyeki... where the hell is he?!
with his metal lyrics...
***life... has betrayed me once again...***

youll know dear idaw...

- i fuckin love her... iight?! so get the fuck out of my mother fuckin face u mother fuckin son of a fuckin bitch!!! or i will fuckin fuck u in your mother fuckin asshole, u fuckin asshole!!!
- ummm... i think i got your point honey...

sons of men... of course i will die for u! why?! couse u would do the same thing too !!! thats thug love baby... thug fo life... live by the gun...

Irrigation

2006-01-11T23:31:00.001+03:30

but u never wanna listen, all u wanna do is talk...
well talk is no good to me, couse u never wanna walk...

dear Idaw, i dont really know the words to explain our world...
but we gonno do it in the new blog that we gonno soon signup for...
we all gonno write there... we're just arguin bout the name n stuff...

l.l

2006-01-04T12:03:00.000+03:30

دوستت دارم

...و تاوان آن هر چه باشد، باشد

!و اين هميشه

در من هزار حرفِ نگفته

هزار دردِ نهفته

...هزاران هزار دريا هر لحظه در طپيدن و طغيانند

Rational

2006-01-01T18:45:00.001+03:30

i came to bring the pain, hardcore to the brain nigger...

pain ?
heh... tell me about it honey...

choice...
the only advantage u got on this world...
so choose...

sons of men... pain stands for P = pressure - A = agony - I = irritation - N = ...
well i let u decide on your own, what N stands for...

.

2005-12-31T22:33:00.000+03:30

در مرز نگاه من

از هرسو

ديوارها

، بلند

ديوارها

، بلند

چون نوميدي

. بلندند

Ash

2005-12-29T18:39:00.000+03:30

they say that the greatest thing you'll ever learn is how to love, and be loved in return... so where the fuck is the mother fuckin hate then?!

think there is a reason that in the end of 60% of love stories, one of the lovers dies...

self confidence is like a river... so whats the mountain n whats the sea?!
ill tell u... hope is the mountain n the sea is the community that we intract in...
of course... u can change these thing... its up to u...!!!

Hesitation

2005-12-25T13:58:00.000+03:30

kill em all, fuck em all, let em all die nigger...

C there are thing u do that mean so much to u... n sure, u want the people u care n adore, to notice em... of course, there aint no openion more importent that the things they reckon... n when those people dont even notice the thing u do, or the issue thats goin on in your life, u feel somewhat numb... n tons of other feelings that i just can explain...

narcist... but it dont matter... ill go on... i gotta accept it...

u dont know how good it felt... being free of all the pain...

i just wanna sit in the darkest corners of my heart, n be alone... all alone... but some of these mother fuckin people dont get this shit!!!

why the fuck he told all of those fuckin persons that i do this to my self?! cant a guy do things to himself n have some privacy?! u fuckin peice of shit... i dont want no body to know nothin bout my personal life!!! except a few persons...
just wanted to express my feelings over here... couldnt keep em to myself...

sons of men, i believe there is no point in writin this fuckin line...

.

2005-12-19T17:40:00.000+03:30

Je ne sais pas...
mais je veux continuer...
Je veux rester dans votre miroir...
dans votre vie...
à votre coeur.

où est cet amour oonyeki?!

Gigantic

2005-12-14T19:27:00.000+03:30

i aint gonno lie... im scared as hell... no... no... im not scared... im freakin out right now... i can feel the agony inside... i can feel the pain... the pressure... its not just the fear... its tarin me apart, n there is nothing i can do to keep it together...
yeah i know, ive been in that lighty white place a hundred times... n seen all kinds of those people dreessed in white, like theyre some kinda angel or some shit...
but right now, im worried as hell n YES!!! im mad as HELL... dont ask at what... dont ask why...
hope nothings wrong... but i cant stop worring... i cant go n open none of my algebra or geometry books n notes... it just keeps popin into my head: "what if there is somthin wrong?!" n alot of other fuckin retarded "what if"s like this shitty one...
hope nothings wrong... even if i believed in prayers, i didn ask no body to pray... but right now, i just hope everythings gonno be allright...

So In Nothingness Around, as i cry, wish the best for us... wont u... ?!

Abstract

2005-12-13T20:26:00.000+03:30

hey nigger, would u cry for me? would u die for me?! would u lie for me ??!!

hey people, ive linked the other blog too. its name is "yee boote tameshk" n i think the writers name is "idaw". at least thats the way she spells it!!!i reckon her posts have a bitterness within them. not too good to read if you wanna get in a good mood or somthin, but excellent for the people who are depressed or somthin like that!!! any way, i enjoye it, so ive putted the link...

that person dies for me... that person does every thing for me... that person sees through me... that person loves and cherishes our every single moment...

just another crazy motherfuckin situation!!! aint it?!?

-tell me u love me...

-i love u...

-if u wanna say it like that, i rather u wont say it at all...

-suit your self...

-dont do this to me... tell me u love me...

-i love u...

get over it dude...

u ever had the fellin that u wanna rip a person u love?!!!? well i do... when he mocks me with saying what i say, n doing what i do...

sons of men, be patient... i know, it is hard for all of us....

l.l

2005-12-11T19:59:00.000+03:30

نخواهم رفت ، خواهم ماند

برای هميشه

آن طرف تر کنار تو

بين تو و فصل های سال

لای ورق های سپيد

و عددهايی نا مفهوم

و خواهی دانست

تا بی نهايت دوستت دارم

و خواهی دانست که ديگر رنگ نمی بازم

حتی در سرد ترين فصل ها

پاييز ، زمستان

درختان سبز ، زرد

...

برای هميشه

Sworn

2005-12-09T18:32:00.000+03:30

my deepest sympethies to Mostava Vaezi for the death of his father... may he rest in peace...

2005-12-04T21:19:00.000+03:30

nigger u cant shoot what u cant see

i saw the love
hate the people who do shit to me
my note book is full and done for
life is one strange thing, dont ask it has been sayed by who
and here we go again you and i
everyone sing together now : i am what i am
around the table please
me .

sons of men, there are alot of things that are meant to be for special persons in your life...

2005-12-03T21:39:00.000+03:30

i have been told: " well, i know, and i am certain i dont want to be with u! be in any connection with u "

when u are shocked u cant do nothin... n thats what i did... just stared for a while.. just like i was compeletally helpless... well somtimes these things happen... there aint no reason to cry...

common man, u gotta do somthin to get outa this situation a winner...
screw that person!!! common your ego is more important than anything else!!!

2005-12-02T20:30:00.000+03:30

nigger, im gonno spit shit, when im feelin it!

i have been told that: " i am the kinda person that uses anything that i have in advantage, for anything i like! from gettin my self comfortable, to makin people hate each other, or even their selves! what ever i CAN, and i WANT "

i was compeletally shocked at that moment... well i didnt take that battle, couse i knew ethier way, i woulda loos...

sons of men, it aint my foult that i cant pay attention to some particular things!!!

2005-11-29T21:48:00.000+03:30

i am writin this
i am writin this
i am writin this
i am writin this
i am writin this
i am writin this
the intresting thing is, i am not writin this...
this is what i want to be...
they say that dreams do come true... still waitin...

2005-11-28T16:53:00.000+03:30

dont/u/i/love/know/u
dont/u/i/hate/know/u
its funny how u can play with words...
just wanna know whats the first sentence u made out of these words...

-from the scale of one to ten
how much u love me?
-i can only count to 6... so your answer would be 7
-well, imagine that u can count to 10.
how muck u love me?
-ok. 10.
- are u fo sure?
-yup. why do u ask?
- nothing... just curios...
-curiosity killed the cat u know...
-yeah, i know... but i wont die today...

i think there are 3 new blogs that are intresting...
ive put one of them in the link bar...

dont cry for pain, dont cry for fear, dont cry out in the rain. trust me, there would be nothin that ull gain...

he says: "u dont need to show or write everything."
O i agree with u.
O i dont agree with u.
O nonsence
O wise words, but not for me
sarasariye 1368

hey where the hell are the other writers?

.

2005-11-25T19:26:00.000+03:30

.برای زيستن دو قلب لازم است

.قلبی که دوست بدارد قلبی که دوستش بدارند

.قلبی که هديه کند قلبی که بپذيرد

.قلبی که بگويد قلبی که جواب بگويد

.قلبی برای من قلبی برای انسانی که من می خواهم

.تا انسان را در کنار خود حس کنم

...

... .

2005-11-25T15:20:00.000+03:30

گاه می اندیشم … .

گاهی به زندگی ام می اندیشم … هرز گاهی به پوچی اش می رسم … و گاهی ،تنها گاهی زندگی می کنم …

دیگر دلم نه آسمان و نه دریا و نه کویر می خواهد …

………………………………. خلا می خواهم .

*******************

نمی دونم چرا نوشتم ! __________________________.

shikastane sonat!!!

2005-11-17T16:49:00.000+03:30

elam mikoanm kasi ke hosele nadare nakhoone! chon na be darde 2nyaatoon mikhore, na akheratetoon!!!

khob mikham ke indafe sonat ro beshkanam o rahat o rok dardo del konam! na nigger, na sons of men, va na hich chize englishe digeyi!!! mese moghehaayi ke tooye mobilam harf mizanam o sedamo zabt taa khali sham!!! khob fekr konam ke hame ghabool dashte bashan ke in rah az khat endakhtan rooye bazooham behtare!!! nist?! hade aghal inshekli ham ye chizi mese daftarche khateraat daram, ham inke bedoone inke hame behem began maazookhist va bekhan maskharam bokonan, yaa began ke mikhad khodnamayi bokone, mitoonam khali sham!!!
3ta bloge jadid baz shode!
lsp: nemidoonam ke chi begam rajebe bloget faghat mitoonam begam ke ehsas mikonam ke har chizi ke too oon neveshty ro ghablan behem gofti!!! ya gofty yaa inke inghad vasam jaa oftade o badihi hastesh ke mogheyi ke neveshtehaato mikhoonam, mese ine ke daram 2bare az aval ghavaa'ede jam o zarb ro mikhoonam! vali ehsase khoobi behem dast mide ke mikhoonameshoon!!! shayad kheyli gij besham mogheye khoondan, va faghat vase ye sery adame khaas oon blog ro minevisi, vali dar har soorat weblogi nistesh ke az khoondanesh khaste besham!!! omidvaram ke betooni edamash bedi!
mamsaleh: midooni, nesf ke che arz konam, 90% e chizaayi ke minevisi ro nemitoonam befahmam az tooye bloget!!! har chi mikhoonam, ehsas mikonam ke hanooz kiheyli kheyli kam midoonam rajebet va hanooz oonghad nemidoonam ke hata bekhaam edea konam ke mitoonam hads bezanam ke masalan felan neveshtat yani chi!!!faghat inke delam mikhast ke kheyli bishtar mifahmidam az to va az neveshtehaaye tooye bloget!!! va ye chize moheme dige inke az samime ghalb azat ozr khahi mikonam...
2ilight:avalin chizi ke nemifahmam az bloget, esmeshe!!! esme male lsp, va mamsaleh ro dar negahe aval toonestam hads bezanam! male toro ham mitoonam hads bezanam, vali khob nemitoonam ehtemale ziyad bedam! neveshtehaat kheyli ghamnaake!!! yade webloge yasaman miyoftam mogheyi ke mikhonam!!! hamishe hamoon ghad dardnaak o por maniye! ehsas mikonam ke moghehyi ke mikhoonameshoon ye sery tasavire siyah sefid tooye maghzam rang migiran o shooorooo be harekat mikonan!!! va har neveshtasho ke mikhoonam, laal misham, baa inke khodet midooni ke hamishe ye 2nyaa harf vase goftan daram rajebe har jomleye oonjaa!!!

in rajebe blog haa!!! be hamashoonam sar bezanin!!! hosele nadaram ke linkeshoono tooye matn ham bedan, hamin baghal linkeshoon hast! migan vase shenakhtane adama lazeme hameye voojoodeshoono beshnasin!!!

2vomi inke zendegim mesle ye taabe'e sinos yaa cosinus dar oomade!!! hamishe ham tooye mobilam goftan, az in badam miyad ke zendegim ye navakht bashe vali khosham nemiyad az ini ke inghad ham por talatom bashe! man adame aroomi hastam!!! hamed mige ke aslan adame aroomi nistam va hamishe asabiam! saleh ham mige ke har balayi ke saret miyad taghsire khodete!!! [ kamelan mitoonam begam ke nemifahmam ke man in chand vaghte che gohaayi khordam ke taghsire khodame!!! migoftesh ke ye sery chizaaye dige ham taghsire mane va man cheshaamo yaa bastam va yaa inke nemikhaam bebinam!!! va man kamelan mitoonam begam ke gij shodam ke manzooresh chiye!!! chon ke man kary nakardam!!! ] vahid mige ke begoo be ****. aidin mige ke 2roswt mishe! parham mige ke rabetat dare ba man kharab mishe ! [ man nemifahmam ke che rabty dare!! vali modam ino mige!!! ] va etc.

hame dar hale afsorde shodan hastan!!! man nemitoonam dige jeloye khodemo begiram ke neshon nadam!!! yeho baziaz moghe haa neshoon mide ke cheghad be ghole sina o saleh GOH hastam!!! dige negah dashtanesh tooye khodam kheyli kare sakhty mishe bazi moghe haa!! daste man nistesh!!! aghayoon o khanooma,inghad afsorde nabashin!!! inghad tooye falsafe narin!!! toro khoda dar biyayn az in chizaa!!! [ but then again, there aint no such thing as god!!! ]

2ta digaro hamed bastesh... hamed afsorde shode... mitarsam man... hamed ro dusesh daram man... 2ta dige jozvi az voojoodam bood, hamed jozvi az voojoodam hast... omidvaram ke ooonyeki pas az digari baste nashe... mitarsam...

mahdad delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
shibily delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
vida delkhore mige tahvil nemgiri
arefe delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
nava delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
khashayar delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
sheeva delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
milad delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
sonia delkhroe mige tahvil nemgiri
ata delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
niloofar delkhore mige tahvil nemigiri
pegah delkhore mige tahvil nemgiri
dige hosele nadaram edame bedam

saain mige ke bahash bad akhlaaghi kardam
behesh goftam ke in 5 shanbe ke oomad vasash tofange asbab bazi mikharam
khoshhal shodesh
har shab vasam sms mizane ke lohrasP jan, ghorbunet beram, dustat daram, shab khoob bekhabi.
bad yadesh miyofte o ye sms dige mizane ke tofang ham yadat naravad!
akhe kelase avale sain...

tooye hayat miram
be tab negah mikonam
be derakhtaa
be bargaaye zard
sardie hava ro ehsas mikonam
roo tab mishinam
tab mikhoram
sardam mishe
milarzam
misooze tamame badanam
nemidoonam chera, vali lezzat mibaram....
bazam mishinam
taa tamame badan bi hes she...
lezzat mibaram...
nemidoonam chera

nemidoonin cheghad sakhte ke jeloye khodamo migiram ke khodamo khat nandazam... kheyli sakhte... ehtiyaj be ravanpezeshk daram...

dust daram benevisam! chon ke hame midoonan ke rajebe ye chize gondeye tooye zendegim hanooz naneveshtam... vali neminevisam... shayad ye bar dige...

2005-11-10T18:35:00.000+03:30

are u retarded or somthin nigger?!

u dont gotta do somthin odd or just crazy to make everybody notice u! i mean common guys, u can just stay silent n tons of people get attracted to u n notice u! dont be that cheap to do somthin crazy JUST to make everybody else notice u! u dont need theire attention!!! i mean yeah sure u need it, but u dont need to get theire attention this way! thats just too low for ANYBODY!
i can C that there are a lot of new bloggers that have started theire blog just in the past month! cong. to all of em!
i dont got nothin more to say, im not deprresed at the moment, so i wont be needin to say anything more right now!!!
i think ill gonno write sooner than ever... my life is gettin like a sin function! it has a lots of ups n downs at the time bieng...

sons of men, beware the fury of a patient man...

wtf?!

2005-10-28T21:45:00.000+03:30

nigger i aint scared of em... bring em on nigger!!!

they say u can get to know a person by the company he or she keeps.
u think so?!
well i dunno! but i know one thing fo sure! if u aint comfy with the company he/she is keepin, u gotta work it out your self! if u wanna make assumptions, be his/her guest! but dont be so sure that he/she is the person that u think he/she is! couse he/she didn do nothin! u just made a sculpture of he/she in your mind n didnt even bothered your self with seein who he/she really is!
take my word for it!!!

sons of men... good luck!!! :)) dont make all the things they say come true in my mind! i aint gettin corrupted!!! u are!!!

.

2005-10-17T22:13:00.000+03:30

Je me sens
je sais vous
je ne savez pas
je ne sais pas pourquoi je vois

...

je t'adore .

The World We Livin In...

2005-09-27T22:03:00.000+03:30

I dont like no body nigger... They dont like me more...

They say that every single star will become a supernova, its just a matter of time...
Humans are like that too...
Im not sure.

They say that the galaxy is expanding every single second...
Humans are like that too...
Im not sure.

So how can a person blow up frome the over crowding inside?

They say that a huge part of the univers is made of vacancy...
Humans are not like that
Im sure about that. without a negligable doubt...

Sons of men... I have lost faith in all of you... Lost faith in single one of you... And it seems i cant find it again that easily...

Blasphemy

2005-09-24T19:19:00.000+03:30

- Agha bebakhshid! khiabane Molla Sadra az in tarafe?
- Molla Sadra darbast 2000 toman!
- ...........................

me

2005-09-21T00:58:00.000+04:30

love... me... two points at the same place, that are gettin devided by two lins... \./
hatred... me... two points on the same line... _._._
vacancy... me... two points on two diffrent lines, that will colapse soon... ./\.

.

2005-09-18T18:07:00.000+04:30

به ماه نگاه کن

! ببين

چگونه؟

شکوه شبانه اش را ميشکند

?!و همبازی ماهی ها ميشود

ميان من و تو

مـــــــــــــــــا

. فاصله ای نيست. نيست. نيست. نيست. نيست. نيست

2005-09-11T17:26:00.000+04:30

بعد از مدت ها می خوام آپ کنم ... ولی این یکی پست هم ربطی به من نداره ... یعنی یه جورایی ازم خواستن که اینو بنویسم ... حالا اصن بی خیال ... چه فففففففففففففرقی می کنه ... دلت خواس بخون, نخواستم ... نخون !!!
...
inja neshaste boodi, mikhandidi , ax ha ro baham varagh mizadim .. inja neshaste boodi , az poshte sare man,
ma ro too ayne mididi ... mirafti mioomadi ... ashke eshgh mirikhti ... to hamoon bache iy ke roo divar yeki az
otagh haye oon khooneye ghadimi tooye ghab dasht az TAHE DEL mikhandid ... to hamooni ke vase kheilia
arzesh dari, hamooni ke be man fahmoond arzesh daram , kasi ke baes shod tooye bad tarrin sharayet
baraye behtar shodan talash konam .... to tanha kasi hasti ke be gooshe goosheye khooneye delam sarak
keshid , tanha kesi ke bar ha o bar ha too aghooshesh raha shodam .... tanha kasi ke mano did ba tamame
vojoodesh !
hala mage chi shode ? chera migi vojoodeto gom kardi?! mano bash ke migam naboodanam alan por az
eshhame barat .. mage gheir az ine ke joda shodanemoon vase zendegi bood ?! chera migi ke zendegi barat
bi manie hala ?!
chera inghadr khodeto bi arzesh mibini dar hali ke bala tarin arzesha ro baraye man zende kardi !!
hala zendegi ro az man nagir ..oon etemadi ro ke behem dadi nagir ! akhe man kam kam- kam kam daram az
daste khodam narazi misham chon natoonestam hich kari barat bokonam ..... fekr mikardam behtarin rah
ine ke joda sham azat , har chi zood tar .... va oon lahze be to fekr mikardam na khodam ! ama hala chi
mibinam ?! chera dige nemikhay mesle oon rooz ke mikhandidi bekhandi ? aziz behet mioomad .... azizam
chera tooye in mordab gir kardi ... chera nemikhay jari shi ? aziz " MA bayad berim be darya beresim "
pasho...pasho bebin ke arzesh dari .. pasho bebin kheilia dooset daran ...pasho pasho nabayad in joori
neshast ... pasho ...bad joori delvapasetam .... 6/15

2005-09-07T16:01:00.000+04:30

I'm not perfect
I'm trying my best
But it's not good enough

Rap game

2005-08-19T23:03:00.000+04:30

somtimes i just feel free of this world
get close to my feelings n know the words
to say when i wanna say somthin right here
to play somthin when i wanna play this gear
no stupid i dont mean just for the fashion
i mean i just wanna let go of the passion
if u dont see me with my nine be sure
that ill be wraped up in coffin after a lot of gore
do u wanna know what started this shit?
it started with u tellin me that i aint gonno fit
who the hell u are to tell me that?
get funny in your mind n fuck me bad?!
common i cant take this shit nomore
i aint gonno play this game your way no more
from now on you gonno do as i say
we'll keeo rollin this shit, but in my way
dont be so scared of this shit get slaved
couse then ull get beat up, fucked up n then paved
see man im just too sick of this shit
im gettin too old for this shit n split
i dont even wanna know if you make out
i dont wanna think bout u, even when u shout
i just dont give fuck bout this motherfucker
ill just put your ass to ground like a bitch sucker

why do u guys think that u dont know me?
dont understand me n just wanna blow me?
couse u crazy ass bitches cant understand
not even the ground that right now i stand
man im tired of explainin my self to you
from now on u better think of me of a person who bloow
n yeah i didnt blow on my own
i just got a little bit of help out from you
i just dot get it how u mother fuckers treat me
beat me, trash me, crash me
but u know what im gonno do?
im gonno tell u that u can do what ever u wanna do
put my ass in a pen bitch, yeah go on
get my whole stuff n clothes n yeah, put on
get me inbaressed in my mind n talk me shit
then im gonno throw it all into trash just like CLICK
couse u know i just figured out how much im worth
its like the shit that tounge matters to the throat
thats how much itll cost u to loos my world

2005-08-17T14:32:00.000+04:30

lets try somthin new nigger... this is to all the fools, who feel for the first, girl who comes theireway. ive been down that road, n now im back, sittin on square one... tryin to pick my self up, where i started from... [ trust me, it aint worth the second, third, forth, fifth , etc. girl too ]

i dont know bout u guys, but me, im a dreamer... n for the past weeks i cant even dream...
i dont know bout u guys, but im a people person... n for the past weeks i cant even make a conection to a person...

C, i dont know what the hell is happenin to me, but the only thing that can understand now, is that i aint changin! n the people around me, they cant even understand shit bout me! i mean if they could understand me in the past, right now, they cant even speak my language! know what i mean?!?!?!?

sons of men, im tellin u again... please at least ACT like i EXICT!!! at least ACT!!!

2005-08-16T12:46:00.000+04:30

now is time nigger... now is the time...

would some one please explain it for me?! what kinda world are we livin in anyway?! when u like them, they dont like u, when they like u, u dont like them!!! so whats the point?! it aint gonno work out anyway!!! so even bother tryin? i mean, i always fail in these kinda things...n i never get to the person i want... so last night, i stayed up, n then, i told my self, why even bother tryin?! u aint the type of person who could make these kinda things work out... or in other words: when u like them, they dont like u, when they like u, u dont like them!
so see, i made i pact with myself last night... im not goin to stay up for no one nomore, im not gointo think about a peson for long nomore, n when i get to bed, n wanna think bout somthing, i wont dare to think bout anyone...
u can call me a chicken n stuff... but i gotta tell u, im done with relationchips!!! i aint riskin nothin for it nomore!!! not my ego, not my emotions n not even my words...
yeah dude... im sick n tierd of this shit... n i cant take nomore of this fuckin bullshit... i hate being ignored... i hate it when these kinda things happen... n right now, i can say from the deepest places in my heart, that i hate my motherfuckin life!!! yeah dude...its me... otherone, oonyeki, LohrasP, mamut or any other shit that u wanna call me... like u sayed, i, too, am blowin up from the inside bro... but right now, there aint even a person that i could talk to, n yeah, im gettin used to being like this...i mean being a person that nobody can even guess whats happenin inside of him... your not alone dude... we all have our problems...the one that we wanna get rid of, but theyre stuck to our lives, n it just seems like that we cant make them go away...
heh, somtimes i just think why do i even bother n come write here... but i cant deny the fact, that this blog, is the only place that i cant write...freely!!! i cant even write on a paper nomore...or maybe its the thing that i want some people to read these stuff... or maybe i do this to keep this piece of shit, up to date... im not exacly sure... but i think it doesnt really matter...IT DOESNT MATTER...!!!

Sons of men, please at least act like i exict in the universe... please...

straighten up

2005-08-07T21:54:00.000+04:30

loosin a battle, does not mean that the war is lost

we may have lost a game, but that does not mean that we have lost the championchip

breakin an old habbit...

2005-08-07T15:08:00.000+04:30

i own u nigger... same way i own those bitches...

i know exacly whats wrong with her... so why the hell am i askin u?!
shes feelin the same way that i am...
just like linkin sayed: memories cosume, like openin a wound...
and i gotta say that consum is the exact word for it...
dont know what the hell is wrong with me... C, its like that u play basketball, then there comes a time that u gotta let it go, couse your too old...then u feel somkinda vacancy inside, so u go to the gym, and watch younger players play ball, n u just feel somthin is burnin inside, couse u remember how u used to layup, n shoot, n play, n that u were the best player in the court... memories consume man!
wish u luck little dudes! know that that i admire this kinda thing!

sons of men, i dont need your love, i dont want your love... i dont want it, i dont need it...

2005-07-26T19:04:00.000+04:30

your my nigger fo life... but i need a favor...

she knows that im a fun person.
she knows that i joke a lot.
she knows that im kiddin.
she knew i wasnt dead.
she was repeating, no kiddin, get up.
she said get up.
she said i know your not dead.
she said quit playin, get up.
she knows that im a fun person.
she thought i was kiddin.

but i just couldnt get up.

sons of men... wich on should i talk about? broken promises? torn apart hearts? sheded tears? unbreakable pain? endless sorrow? i truly am tiered...

2005-07-21T14:52:00.000+04:30

once i build a railroad, so i could race the wind
travel through the rain, see the sunshine every day
but then all crashed, becouse of a silly mistake
i forgot to place one of the woods in its place

once i build a tower, to see all the world
fell the highest mauntains, reach the end of the world
but suddenly the sun stopped shining, and there was nothin to see
it started to snow, and up there it felt so cold

once i build a shipyard, so i could get on a ship
go in the open seas, and find where does it end
but then it started raining, and there was a storm
my ship torn into pieces, my heart broke like a stone

then last, i build a warm house
to keep some hearts there, make them so comfy
and be broke like mine did
but then came a wind so, hard that it broke my home down

هنر چیست؟

2005-07-13T16:56:00.000+04:30

این پست با پستای دیگه فرق داره ... یه مطلبیه که من از روزنامه شرق برداشتم ... من که خیلی خوشم اومد ...

مجسم کنید به جای این حروف کج و معوج و این کلمه های پست و بلندی که با اتصال این حروف جلوی چشمتان

ردیف شده است یک مشت علامت سوال یا دایره های گرد تو خالی اندازه ی هم می دیدید که سطر به سطر تا ته

ستون را پر کرده بود.نویسندرچاهانیان که از نوزده سالگی دست به کار نوشتن شد،کار خودش را با علامت سوال

شروع کرد.اولین داستان او مرکب بود از صد و ده هزار علامت سوال که در صد صفحه ی بیست و دو سطری به

دوستان عرضه کرد.دومین داستان او صد و پنجاه صفحه بود و تشکیل شده بود از تکرار هزار و صد حرف الف

در هر صفحه و چیزی حدود صد و شصت و پنج هزار حرف الف را در کنار هم جا داده بود؛اما عامه ی مردم

التفات چندانی به آن نکردند.پس نوسندرچاهانیان تصمیم گرفت کمی احتیاط به خرج بدهد و سعی کند با مخاطبان

فرضی خودش به یک مصالحه ای برسد.در کتاب سومش با تکرار یک کلمه ـ"هنر"ـدویست و بیست صفحه ی

بیست و دو سطری را سیاه کرد و اسم کتابش را هم گذاشت "هنر چیست؟" این کتاب با تیراژ هزار نسخه در مدت
یک سال و نیم به چاپ دوم رسید،اما باز هم انتظار نویسنده را بر آورده نکرد.

سالیان سال،نویسندگان و هنرمندان در سر تا سر دنیا تلاش کرده بودند همان چیزی را به عامه ی مردم بدهند که
ا

نتظارش را دارند وهیچ چیز مبهمی برای احدالناسی باقی نگذارند،و حالا نویسنده ای ظهور کرده بود که می

خواست بر خلاف این جریان شنا کند،می خواست همه ی تصورات جا افتاده ای را که از ادبیات و هنر وجود

داشت به هم بریزد و پیدا بود که این کار کار ساده ای نبود و عواقبی هم داست. مثلا نویسنده در بیست و دو سالگی

و وقتی که هنوز دانشجو بود، سخنرانی مبسوطی با عنوان "مفهوم هنر و نامفهومی در هنر" در آمفی تئاتر
دانشکده ی هنر های زیبا ایراد کرد که کار به زد و خورد سختی کشید و نویسنده از دانشجوها کتک سیری خورد.

سخنرانی های بعدی او هم همه ناتمام می ماند و همیشه کار به هو کردن و دعوا می کشید، چون که دانشجو ها

خیال می کردند نویسنده دیوانه است و یا این که حقه باز است و با این مسخره بازی ها فقط می خواهد اسمی در
کند.

اما افسوس و صد افسوس که کتک هایی که این نویسنده در جوانی خورده بود و عدم استقبال عامه ی مردم از سه

کتاب اولش و سن و سالی که از او گذشت دست به دست هم دادند و او را کم کم به ورطه ی محافظه کاری سوق

دادند و کار به جایی رسید که این نویسنده ی نابغه هم مثل اسلاف متوسط الحال خودش سعی کند چیزی بنویسد که

قابل فهم باشد. این نوشته یک داستان است. البته این را هم باید گفت که آشتی نویسنده با مخاطب با استقبال گرم

منتقدین رو به رو شد و این داستان برنده ی جوایز ادبی متعددی هم شده است. هیئت داوران یکی از این جوایز

ادبی این داستان را به خاطر "ظرافت هنرمندانه در تبیین استحاله ی فضاهای روان پریشی"و"آشنایی زدایی در

انتقال پیچیدگی های زوایای نامکشوف روح انسان مدرن" ستوده است. اینک عین سه چهار سطر اول این داستان

که بعد از یک فضای سفید معقول در بالای صفحه ی اول، درست از وسط صفحه شروع شده است : "از پله ها

بالا رفت.رفت توی آن اتاق.او آنجا بود.نشسته بود کنار پنجره.گفت برو بیرون.نمی خواهم ببینمت.رفت

بیرون.از پله ها آمد پایین.رفت توی آن اتاق.او آنجا بود.نشسته بود کنار پنجره.گفت برو بیرون.نمی خواهم
ببینمت.رفت بیرون. از پله ها رفت بالا.رفت توی آن اتاق.او آنجا بود.نشسته بود کنار پنجره..."

یادآوری می کنم که این داستان به همین ترتیب،با بالا و پایین رفتن کاراکتر اصلی از پله ها،بدون پاراگراف بندی

و فصل بندی، تا سیصد و هفتاد و پنج صفحه ادامه پیدا می کند و همه صفحه ها به جز صفحه ی اول و آخر فقط

یازده سطر دارد و با این جملات تمام می شود :" رفت بیرون.از پله ها آمد پایین.رفت توی آن اتاق.او آنجا

بود.نشسته بود کنار پنجره.گفت برو بیرون.نمی خواهم

ببینمت.رفت بیرون. از پله ها رفت بالا.رفت توی آن اتاق.او آنجا بود.نشسته بود کنار پنجره. گفت برو بیرون.نمی
خواهم ببینمت..."

hate...love?!

2005-07-10T14:02:00.001+04:30

lets take it out of the hate nigger...

pull back them dark and dusty drapes
and let in some light
tell the bell-boy come and take my trunk
couse im leavin here tonight...
i packed my bags and payed my bill
and im turnin in my key
and if those sad souls down in the lobby ask for me
just tell em
im checkin out of this heart break hotel...

i aint gonno live on lonely street no more
ive found a new love and a new place to dwell
where teardrops aint soakin the floor...
so take down my suit case and hand me my hat im goin from sleazy to swell
give that dest clerk a dime
and u can just tell him that im checkin out if the heartbreak hotel...

through that gray windowpane
it always looked like rain
but theres sunshine outside i can tell...

so open up that door ive leavin
n i wont be back no more...
im checkin out of the heartbreak hotel
checkin out of this heartbreak hotel...

sons of men... the challenge is not yet compelete...

2005-07-07T00:11:00.000+04:30

God...Isn't Here Today

So Pray For Mercy,

And Die Without Any.

Inyeki

Step

2005-07-04T20:25:00.000+04:30

i take steps
step by step
and with every step
i grow further from the sins
and closer to the dark

Love Me

2005-07-01T18:48:00.000+04:30

Love me,
my razor blade.

Peel my skin,
make me scream.

Sink so deep,
make me weep.

Cut my flesh,
make me bleed.

Take my life,
set me free.

Inyeki & Oonyeki

2005-06-27T23:17:00.000+04:30

Who here is sure that He/She will go to heaven when He/She dies?

Who here is sure he/She will even SEE heaven from a far distance when he/she dies?

Who here is sure that there even IS a heaven?

I have embraced the darkness, and thou shalt never speak of me nor even mention my name among the creatures of light.

I worship a god who keeps his promises.

Light does not follow darkness. Darkness follows light.

Inyeki

can u feel it???

2005-06-26T17:10:00.000+04:30

lets play ball nigger

i beg to differ from the world I live in lord
every thing so counfusing and under my skin
i cant feel anything and they sey u gotta be keen
then ull succeed more than any one that u have ever seen
ow how much i gotta take this sHit?
these words keep comin out even if dont wanna spit
aw, yeah, who was it, was it jesus christ
the one i wAs beggin and askin to get these things right?!
or was it the shitty thing that u are used to call God?
who fuckid me up and throw my life into the mud?!
the fukin elemenT that quran says i was made of
i say fuck that shit, and bitch, get your facE off
of me
couse u cant see
the kindA shit that ur doin to me
remember when i toLd u im so fucked up?
cant eat, cant sLeep and cant even shut up?!
what the hell u think that u put me through
when u replyed: "Ow cool man thats somthing new
congratulations, i think right now, im the same way too"
couldnt even ask: "man what up?!"???
or try to get my mood on to the top???
ow, Fuck it that aint the shit i was talkin
and that aint gonno be the bitch, ill gonno be fuckin
i was sayin the god u talk about dont excist
cant say a word, do a thing, even when he gets pissed
if he couldve, he wouldve done soMthing right about now
and i aint gonno bow, or talk, or pray to thE thing i dont know shit about

sons of men, u can s*** my d*** if u dont like my shit

2005-06-22T18:35:00.000+04:30

Life has betrayed me once again,

I accept that some things will never change.

I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,

and it's left me with a chem'cal dependancy for sanity.

Yes, I'm falling...

how much longer till I hit the ground?

I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.

Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?

Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end,

I've realised what I could have been.

I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,

I admit I've lost Control

Inyeki

stand UP guys!!!

2005-06-20T23:05:00.000+04:30

its time nigger!!!

guys, this voting is everyones right! no body can take it away from anyoneelse! please...use the single influence that u CAN have over this goverment!!!
see, think, hear and PLEASE CHOOSE!!!
see what is around us, and what could happen if u dont use that single advantage... no matter how small it is!!!
choose bad from bad and worse!!!
if u dont vote, ull be the looser... and not yourself alone, but every one in this comm.!!!

Sons of men... lets try somthing new... rate my posts !!! of u wont give me a comment on my post, rate it from 10 !

:((

2005-06-18T12:22:00.000+04:30

stand tall nigger...

yo guys... somebody gotta stand up to these guys u know! common... dont be a chicken... do somthin... at least take a small tiny step for IRAN!!!

sons of men... do u really think we can live this way...?!

END

2005-06-15T20:40:00.000+04:30

niggers dont cry... niggers dont ever cry...

yeah... it was THE END of a somthing good...
preciouse...
captivating...
honorable...
loving...
stunning...
a thing, of the most value that u can expect...
i thing, that i will never forget... and i shall always adore and cherish...
may it always live in the depths of my heart...
goodbye my lady... goodbye...

sons of men... say goodbye, niether with a crushing tear, nor with a smooth smile...may everyone find their path, in their own time...

do u know? i doubt it...

2005-06-13T17:58:00.000+04:30

im just tryin nigger...im just fighting nigger...

look...look at me...yes...
have u ever felt that u dont belong any where?! have u ever felt that any moment now you can be gone?! u can never feel, think or touch any thing?! cant say the things u want to ur loved ones?! dont see what u wanna see...dont hear what u wanna hear...?! always have a fear inside...cant break it...cant shake it...and instead, ur just livin with it?!

have u ever felt those??? i doubt it... so next time... dont say ur like me... dont say ur misrable and u dont know what to do... dont think that ure puzzled up...dont just imagine that god is playin bad with u... dont even geuss how lonely u are... couse ure not feelin it... ur not like me... not even a bit...and dont try to understand me... couse yeah... u cant...

yeah, the only thing that u can do, is to have faith... faith in what?! i dont know myself!!! maybe faith in the fact that i will get 18 some day... that i will grow, and i will make my dreams come true... that i will live another day, to see the sunrise, and enjoy the sunset... to say i hate u another time... feel the love runnin in my vanes... and see the hope, glowing on my skin...

afterall...isnt HOPE the reason why we are alive?! and keep on livin ?! yeah... i still got my faith...i still got my faith...

sons of men... u dont know when ull gonno leave... u dont know when im gonno leave...

زنبور

2005-06-11T12:52:00.000+04:30

من امروز می خوام همرو دوس داشته باشم ... می خوام با همه مهربون باشم ... میرم کنار پنجره بازش می کنم که یه کم هوای تازه بیاد تو ... بعدش داد می زنم : من همرو دوووووووووووس دارم ! ... به خورشید سلام می کنم ... به زنبور کوچولویه هم سلام می کنم ... اووووووووووووووووووووووووووووووووووووخ ... دیوونه چرا نیشم می زنی ؟ ...

( فک کنم زیادی سروصدا کردم ) ... !

2005-06-10T11:47:00.000+04:30

Hate is all. Love Doesn't Exist.
Hate Brings War. War kills People.
They Say Love Brings Hope. Hope Doesn't Exist. It's Only lies that we Decieve Ourselves With.
Loving Is Only Lack Of Hate.
Hate Is All.
This Is Our Curse.
This Is Our Truth.
This Is Our Future.

Sons Of Men, Be Ready For Darkness.

Inyeki

distance

2005-06-05T17:38:00.000+04:30

gotta be careful dont let the evil of the money trap me nigger

silence...i hunger for silence...its insatiable...leave me alone...stay away from me...far away...were i cant see you...i cant hear u...i cant feel you...with every breath you take, my whole nerve breaks down...
silence...shut up...shut the FUCK up...dont talk...dont say a single word...dont even take a fuckin breath...i cant stand your presence... i said get the hell away from me...

sons of men... i wonder if they would even cry...

2005-06-03T22:34:00.000+04:30

salam. mano ke mishnasin. inja ham omadam. umm... vali persianblog ro vel nemikonam. baram jaye khodesho dare. faghat mikham az kodoomyeki khahesh konam ke lotfan romantik va az in harfa nanevise. lotfan. hamoontor ke yeki az khanandehamoon goft, neveshtehaye 2tadige (ke hala dige shode 3tadige) bayad hammishe ye ta mazzeye talkh dashte bashan. nemidoonam chera vali khob in raveshe mast. hamin. khosh omadi.
Inyeki

الحمدلله راه افتاااااااااااااااد

2005-05-29T14:30:00.000+04:30

باد عزیز ... قاصدک های دروغینت را احتیاج دارم

ماه عزیز ... به روشناییت در تاریکی ها نیازمندم

گل های زیبا ... زیباییتان را برای بیان کلمات می خواهم

آب روشن ... صداقتت را تنها برای چند وقت قرض خواهم گرفت

زمان را نگه دارید

می خواهم آغاز کنم

Ignorence

2005-05-25T22:00:00.000+04:30

this is some soft shit nigger...

I offer you this rose...

Keep it close to your heart...so u would always know that you can find a place where
Greatness meets love,
Curiosity discovers infinity and beyond
And logic collides with emotion...

Sons of men, have you noticed the difference between hatred and love?!

some we keep...and some are kept from us...

2005-05-24T20:41:00.000+04:30

Nigger...the worlds changing everyday the times moving fast...

Its funny how you can be happy one day, and be sad on another...i dont know if you ever thought about this, but take a deep breath and think about it for a moment...: am i so moody??? is this changing and evolving my relationships?! does this thing, have influence on another people?! specially people how are around me...??? and adore me...???
Or just simply ask this Q: IS THIS WHAT I WANTED??? if yes, why am i like this... loving one thing for a moment, and the next, I find myself in somewhat ignorence toward that matter...
See... you can never write down the compelete personalities of a person... but hell you know what you hate, and love about him/her...
So, take your time...look around...think a lot...take it easy and then choose...
Thats all im asking!!!

sons of men... they say that lightning never strikes a place, twice... dont believe them... this is the second time, that this is happening to me...

Central Intellegence Agency

2005-05-18T19:33:00.000+04:30

U cant C me nigger...

everything is a test...nothing is the way it seems...u think u have understood it...feelt it...tasted it...but u havent...its all an act...i tell u what to do...and u do it...u dont care y, and i dont care what is beneath...as simplistic as it can get...this is how stuff work in CIA...so u better start trying to get used to it!

sons of men...fear none, trust none and love none...that is how this world works...do this, and become, what ever u want to be...

puzzled

2005-05-05T23:42:00.000+04:30

theres so much trouble in the world nigger... they dont care about your pain...

allright guys, go and check out these two new cool weblogs!
the first one is a group called morbid cage, and theyre gonno release theire first album in some time from now... and boy theyre awesome!!! so for the latest news on theire first album, check out their weblog!
the second one, is about the international day of SHAHRESTAN( i thought if i wouldnt translate it to English, it would be more elegent! ) so for update on cool, crapy, sneezy, cold, awesome, stupid, foolish ,terrible etc. ideas about whats gonno happen, and what will they do on this honoroble day, check out here!!! ow and i wanted to say this day is the day of our salvation for the rest of the year...!!! and anyone in our school will probebly know why...so for more information, check out the weblog!

sons of men... if u do this to him, and take revange, u will be somthing like him...

plz

2005-04-07T20:51:00.000+04:30

Ready 4 more nigger???

and he stood there...watching the time go by...get pass him, right befor his eyes...

and he stood there...but he knew that it wasnt the time that was paasing by...but it was himself, who was getting lost in the unknown...

sons of men...forgive me for what i do...for i know not what ive done...

2005-03-29T16:12:00.000+04:30

The same old stuff...and im gettin tired of this shit nigger...

I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye...no i dont on second thought i just fuckin wished he would die...

your prayer for me

2005-03-28T21:42:00.000+04:30

this morning as i rose from bed and see the sun above
i softly said "good morning god, bless everyone i love"
and tight away i tought of U and said a loving prayer
that he would bless U specially and keep U free from care!

may U always have a sunbeam to warm U
goodluck to charm U
a sheltering angel so nothing can harm U
laughter to cheer U
faithful friends near U
and whenever U pray
heaven to hear U

Son of Man

2005-03-27T14:26:00.000+04:30

in the learning U will teach...and in the teaching U will learn...U'll grow up to be what, no one can ever be...and in the darkness U'll find light...and in the weakness U'll be strong...
one day U'll grow up...
son of man, a man for all to see...

remember?!

2005-03-25T23:44:00.000+04:30

remember when i told u that i would never choose between two of my dearest and importent things?!and ill rather have them both?!...
well...there is somthing that i gotta tell u...

honey, i have failed...

still waiting!!!

2005-03-21T18:38:00.000+03:30

so lets start with a boaring physics lesson(that is for you of course!) till thisone checkes out our new blog and gives me his opinion about it!!!

have ever thought what was the world made of?! of course, some of you have!!! but i'm sure you havent searched for the answer!!! so let me brighten up you a little bit!!!
there are two groups of particles in the univers: Hadrons and Leptons
Hadrons are made of Quarks!!! and there are six kind of quarks wich we call flavour. first there are Up/Down quarks. these quarks can be composits of anything that you see around you. then there are Strange/Charm quarks and i gotta say, there is nothing special about them that i can tell you, just that they where discovered over luck! and the last pair, are Top/Bottom quarks. these quarks are the most massive quarks that we have ever observed.
just like quarks, Leptons have three diffrient groups: the most observed lepton, is Electron wich its mate, is a niutrino. then there are miun and tau. just like electron, they have a niutrino pair. of course, their niutrinos are diffrient, and for that, they are called, electron-niutrino and so on.
it is a fact, that every thing around us, is made up of electron and Up/Down quarks. other kind of quarks and leptons, decay into these three particles and theire antimatter.

i hope you enjoyed it(surly I did!!!). if you have any questions, i'll be glad to answer it.
Ow, by the way, if i hade any mistakes in my typing, i'm really sorry!!!

I hope thisone comes here soon, couse till then, ill wright like this...
please give me your idia about wrighting in english, pinglish or persian...

az aval...

2005-03-19T21:40:00.000+03:30

khob delam mikhaad ke 2bare benevisam...vali hazer nistam ke tooye oon yeki benevisam, pas tasmim gereftam ke injaaro raah bendazam ke baa inyeki injaa benevisim...va sayamo mikonam ke ye zare ham mozoo haaro avaz konam!!!nazaretoon chiye???